But
maybe some old gaffer mutters a blessing
Because
it was your prayer
Recovered
him upon the bed of death.
For
your sole sake – that all heart’s ache have known,
And
given to others all heart’s ache,
From
meagre girlhood’s putting on
Burdensome
beauty for your sole sake
Heaven
has put away the stroke of her doom,
So
great her portion in that peace you make
By
merely walking in a room.
Your
beauty can but leave among us
Vague
memories, nothing but memories.
A
young man when the old men are done talking
Will
say to an old man, “Tell me of that lady
The
poet stubborn with his passion sang us
When
age might well have chilled his blood.”
Vague
memories, nothing but memories.
But
in the grave all, all, shall be renewed.
The
certainty that I shall see that lady
Leaning
or standing or walking
In
the first loveliness of womanhood
And
with the fervour of my youthful eyes,
Has
set me muttering like a fool.
You
are more beautiful than any one,
And
yet your body has a flaw;
Your
small hands were not beautiful,
And
I am afraid that you will run
And
paddle to the wrist
In
that mysterious, always brimming lake
Where
those that have obeyed the holy law
Paddle
and are perfect. Leave unchanged
The
hands that I have kissed,
For
old sake’s sake.
The
last stroke of midnight dies.
All
day in the one chair
From
dream to dream and rhyme to rhyme I have ranged
In
rambling talk with an image of air:
Vague
memories, nothing but memories.