As
he is in his mid-twenties I had naturally assumed that history so recent would
be known well to him (he is not uninformed or unintelligent!). I was wrong. Perhaps this true story from our frequent contributor Sean Maguire might
help to enlighten him.
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“As
a young child I lived in Belfast. I often experience difficulty with my
recollections of those formative years. However I vividly recall the day we were forced to leave our home and
embark on what was my first real journey.
Many
of the houses in our street were on fire. The area had been under attack for almost two days from loyalist
mobs. In the end most local people,
including my family, were forced to flee their homes with little or no
possessions.
I
remember distinctly gazing from the rear window of my uncle Paddy’s car at
British troops holding back groups of men attempting to reach the burning
houses with buckets of water. At the top
of the street two fire engines were marooned, hemmed in by armoured cars.
My
last glimpse of our street was of a mixture of orange flames and black smoke
shrouding the skyline.
We
had travelled about twenty minutes to the outskirts of Lisburn when we were
stopped at a British Army checkpoint. Despite the warm July sunshine the soldiers sported blackened faces –
which reinforced their menacing demeanour. Ordering us all out of the car they began shouting and acting very
aggressively.
My
father and my uncle Paddy were forced to lie spread-eagled across the bonnet of
the car. My mum was pushed by a female
soldier who insisted on searching my baby sister’s shawl for ‘concealed weapons’. The same soldier came over to me and prised
my little blue suitcase from my trembling hands and emptied the contents on the
road. My father had to be twice
physically restrained from coming to the aid of my mother and me.
I
could not understand why we were being subjected to this treatment. After all it was not us that had been burning
houses. I couldn’t make out the abusive
swear words they kept repeating to my dad and uncle Paddy – but I knew that
they were wrong. Mrs Brady, my teacher
would have sent them all to Father Murphy for ‘confession’. I had just made my First Communion so I was
in the early stages of the ‘Catholic guilt trip’!
When
I look back to this incident and to childhood generally, there is always a
temptation to think about the weather. This is every bit as puzzling as the desire to reminisce although the
weather is always a focal point of conversation in Ireland.
That
summer evening was warm but with a cooling breeze. I was however convinced that there were huge
black clouds sitting above our heads waiting to erupt at any minute – to punish
the soldiers for tormenting us.
My
mum was very upset and could not conceal her emotions. Our journey would take us to family friends
of hers outside Dublin. As a form of private solidarity to my mum I
cried softly to myself.
Ever
since that day I have always hoped that clouds would burst at British Army
checkpoints, as a reciprocal, meteorological gesture!
I
am sure it has happened – but you can never rely on the weather in this
country!”