Strangely, I didn't feel ill and found the inactivity
hard to handle. My treatment seemed to
consist of two enormous daily injections, in the thigh. I can also remember the food which, unlike
today, was plentiful, hot and nutritious. I can still see, smell and taste the breakfast
fries and the piled up, steaming Irish stews.
My mother visited me, as far as I can recall, every
day, which must have been quite an effort and expense, involving a 24-mile bus
journey. She kept me supplied with
cowboy books, which I enjoyed at the time but after my discharge seldom read -
I had discovered science fiction. Even
in the dark evenings I always knew when she was coming as I could recognise her
step.
The ward was in the old Fever Hospital,
now demolished (converted from the old Workhouse which had been abolished by
the advent of the new Welfare State in 1948). It was surrounded on three sides by a high
stone wall in which I could see a double gate. The ward window looked down
towards the main hospital and I could watch the comings and goings. Hospital
Matrons ran strict regimes in those days and extra-curricular activities by
nurses were frowned on. I can still see the nurses shinning over the wall after
illicit absences in the late evenings and early mornings.
The ample display of leg in the process was also much
appreciated by a growing boy.
The hospital had two wings and I spent time in both.
In the first one there was a mixture of boys of different ages and for a while
a nine-year old girl. I recall that her name was Patricia McAleenan and she
came from Hilltown in County
Down. She was a bright
child with long fair hair. She was there for only a short time. About a week before I was discharged I was moved
to the other wing. This was gloomier
than the first one and looked out on a green patch that I think may have been a
paupers' graveyard attached to the old Workhouse.
It was a geriatric ward, full of old men all of whom
seemed to have the most enormous ears. They were all bedridden and for the most
part very quiet. Conversations were short and intermittent. I got on with them
well enough and I think that most of them appreciated the company of a young
person. It was the only time, before or since, that I had an appreciative
audience for my singing. I was however very glad to go and I can recall how
strange and fresh the countryside seemed on the bumpy bus journey home to
Creggan.
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